very very tired

I am over worked and very tired wish can just drop dead and die now... my legs are in pain now...

I have been giving to people but not receiving anything I feel so used so tired... I just wish to be loved now...

why can't she understand me.... All I want is a simple girl who will love me when I need it most when I am down when I am lonely, a simple girl that I can doll up when I have the extra cash or at last she should doll herself up just for me... a understanding girl that will some time give me a chance to rest or just spend time with me only because I only got like 2-3 days in a week to see her... a understanding girl which won't want to spend money when I do not have much.. that is all I want from her

:( feel so sad and lonely now...