Life is like a bed of roses

My life has been a bed of thorny roses from young it has had it's ups and down...

But now since I have found the rose with out any thorns it has been good but I am just afraid of one day thorns may start to grow from that rose and will I be able to take the pain... So so scared of the day to come...

I find that I am to good to my darling every time giving in to her making her happy always make the 1st move to cheer us up when every we get angry ...:( I think I am spoiling her too much pampering her too much I need to control myself i can't always be the good guy.. ah!!!!! It is so had I am all ways give and yet not receiving ah!!!! Why have I not change from young I have been doing that ah!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!! Just don't know what to do sometimes..