so so tired

Now at china town mc feeling so so tired...

Don't know Y I do all this for make myself so tired for what...??
For money?
For someone?
For entertainment?
I really don't know Y do I make myself so busy for...

Any one care to tell me Y do I over work myself some times??

Now have to do camps, work at J8 and work night shift at airport too and still have to do BB stuff so so tired lor... so anyone can tell me Y do i do so many thing ah!! so tired and busy lor... Never get to rest much... come home also no one care to love or care for me much.. ah!!!!!!! really don't know Y lor... just wish I could restart my life lor... start for young study hard then I would not have to be in this stead now...