Friends, lonelier or ???????????

Wasted my time today but no chose......................

went kayaking because no chose I was orgernizer.... Then after heard got fireworks want think of going but........ Then I went.... Went down then found out it was a waste of time...:sometimes really think do I really have friends or should I sometime just say no to them and me a loner....:\ really lost right now then only things I trust my bike.... Alcherho & hm........????

Sorry ah my eng very poor not sure how to spell some words hehe:P:s