Lost and don't know what to do....

Sianz feel so lost now I still have to pay up for my bike about $700 more and next month still $200 course... Ah!!! I don't have money ah!!!! What can I do to find that much money... I can't ask my mother for it because if I ask her for it most likely will not got to go for my course... Ah!!!!! What do I do man.. Now every day so moodless because of this problem then also can't really share it with some one close because it will only be my mother lor and if i tell her it will be the end of my freedom... Sad sad life I got man... Wished I had some one close I could share stuff with other then my mother... Ah!!!!!!!!!!!