Loneliness

I hate having family gatherings because as I grown older my family members will ask me a question that I hate and that is "No GF ah??? " then seeing all my cousins around me with their gf and bf make me feel even more lonely........:(

........ O out of the blue she suddenly smsed me and chatted with me so I asked her if she free on the 14th then she told me she not free :(

Should I wait for her or just move on...:( some how my heart just can't forget about her......... but I want to move on.........:(

Makes me feel so lonely and sad. SO confused :S......:(