I want company

Today went to cycle for BB relay at was quite ok la.....

Then after that went home, Eugene came to my house to leave his bike then we went Ngee Ann City to join the rest of the primers. So stayed there till 4pm then we made our to FCBC

It was my 1st time there the worship was good but felt at was a bit over doing it..... but then the whole church were mostly youth or young adults...

After service went to eat at the near by coffee shop with the primers.
The company was ok la.... But after that was :( alone ....
Went home alone..... Felt super lonely.... wah the bus ride was like a mad driver driving the bus was super fast then keep jecking. Felt like pulking : x .

Am I really a loner ?
Will always be alone in the end?
..... Someone Pls help me I done want to be alone .....